Well I had gotten off track for about a week and a half. It started with finding out I was pregnant and I decided to try and lose 1lb a week instead of 2lbs a week which was a mistake. I stayed on track with calories but was lacking in exercise and I gained weight. Then my husband Jimmy got sick and was in the hospital and I didn't pay attention at all to what I was eating. When I weight myself yesterday I couldn't believe how much I had gained.
So yesterday I decided to get back on track. Then Jimmy's boss showed up at our house and laid Jimmy off. Jimmy had only been out of the hospital for 14hrs but I guess it couldn't wait. Our future is a huge question mark right now. I know that God will take care of us and provide for us but the not knowing what the future holds is hard. I want to stay home with my children and I came to the realization a couple months ago I was going to have to work part time at some point which is why I have plans to start school in April. But now I may have to work full time and it breaks my heart to think about being away from my babies that much.
Anyway I stayed on track yesterday and exercised as well. This morning I had lost half of what I had gained back so hopefully the rest will come back off just as easily. Today I've been upset a lot but I'm staying on track. I'm not going to let it get the better of me. God is on my side and he will see me through.
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